My Jesus Visions

Spiritually I felt this kinship with God. He had always been my protector. There was story that my mom told me  when I was a little girl, I told her that a lady dressed in white came to me. I gave my mom a message from her to "pray to the light".

My mom said she took the message seriously but she was confused with the message, "pray to the light". In my 20's, my mom informed me of this message that I had given to her. I, of course, do not remember any thing. My mom felt comfortable telling me this story since she recognized this natural spiritual connection to God that I had.  I told stories about God to my sisters and my male cousin. It came out like water flowing from a faucet. It was natural. As I got older, my spiritual storytelling  slowly started diminishing. I had other interests to spark my attention.

After I had my daughter, I started studying the Bible. I had been spiritual attacked by the darker spirits. Then, one evening, I was facing a light. A man approached me. At that moment, I knew he was Jesus. I told him that I was not ready to go because I just had my daughter. I was not sick. The next moment, I was in my bed. I never had forgotten that moment but I kept this encounter a secret until recently.

In March of 2015, I got baptized. I have been attending church actively for over a year. My visions have been coming stronger and some days more frequent. But then one day, I had a vision of Jesus like in a mural painting. The mural was alive. He was laying in a beautiful garden and the sun was behind him. He was smiling. I felt  Jesus had returned 24 years later. But I was in a dream - a vision.

Meanwhile, my pre-teen son has been struggling with his faith and being labeled as a Christian. It has not caused tension in the family, but he has been finding ways to push my buttons. 

I had a vision of my son in the snow struggling. He was dressed in full gear. This was a message to me for his spiritual struggle. But God told me through several confirmations that He will take care of him.

Then one evening, my son and granddaughter were sleeping in bed with me. I thought it was odd that my son wanted to fall asleep with us since he loves being in his own bed. My heart told him "okay" even though I was going to be uncomfortable and cramped. Then, I had to worry that my son would hit my granddaughter since he can be restless. So I was on guard for any movement.

Early morning, I woke up my son to move since I was trying to adjust myself and my granddaughter. He was basically hogging up the bed. I was getting irritated. I was not tired but I did not want my granddaughter to wake up. 

Suddenly I see Jesus standing in my doorway. I was like "Oh my God, I just saw Jesus". He was smiling at me wearing his white hooded rob. I smiled for that moment that He had came to me. He did not come to me in my dream like before or some unexplained phenomenal. He stood in front of me in my active-sane-alert- waking state of mind.

I called my mom and told her about seeing Jesus. She was like "I see him all the time but in my dreams". I told a co-worker, who attends my church, the next work day. He asked me if I knew a young lady named Akiane Krmarik. I told him, "No". He explains to me that she had visions of Jesus and draws portraits of him. I was intrigued. He sent me her video. Then he asked me, "Did he look like that?" I responded, "Not exactly, but close. One of her photos was too pretty". 

I searched through one of her videos. There was a shot of her creating a portrait. I stopped it and snip clipped it. I told him "this is what he closely looks like". But he was not as rough.

You can see her documentary at this link.

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Personal-Spiritual Healthy Development

I feel so blessed that we have videos to express ourselves. There are days I just want to talk instead of writing. I have so much running in my brain that I forget half of it because I do not feel like writing.

I created this video before I left for my Holy Spirit class at church. It was extremely awesome. Read below what has been spoken to me.

1 Corinthians 12:9-11

9 to another faith [a]by the same Spirit, and to another gifts of [b]healing [c]by the one Spirit, 10 and to another the [d]effecting of [e]miracles, and to another prophecy, and to another the [f]distinguishing of spirits, to another various kinds of tongues, and to another the interpretation of tongues. 11 But one and the same Spirit works all these things, distributing to each one individually just as He wills.

I had received this message: (these people do not know what you are going through. You may know them but it does not mean the person understands your present struggle or desires)

Calandra

Balance (Word) :God will give me balance.

*I have been seeking balance in my life between my work, family, church and writing/photography/creating videos. On top of it, I want to work on my business. I feel like one part of my life is weighing onto me physically, mentally, and emotionally.

Mathew

Chisel (Word/Vision): God sees me chiseling on people and shaping them  to find the word of God.

*I am working on blogs and videos to inspire others to seek knowledge. I am trying to bring light into people's life. Although I am far from perfect, but we are on the same journey. Mine is on a spiritual journey to be enlightened and helping others find it as well.

Sailboat (Word/Vision): He sees me in this small sailboat in a storm. The waves are high and rough but  I am sailing smoothly. Basically, there will be turbulence in my life with non-believers (haters) but I will sail through the craziness with ease.

Karen (this is our first time meeting and talking)

Thinking/Meditate (Words) : God told me to continue thinking to seek his word and meditate.

*I have been meditating to seek a word as our church told us to practice this gift. But for months, I have been overthinking to seek answers and meaning through the Bible like I had a vision of a Buffalo, I search for the meaning. I was going to stop overthinking about every thing. Meditating is not easy because when I relax, I want to fall asleep. But I have to write down what I hear or see.

Revelation 3:6

He who has an ear, let him hear what the Spirit says to the churches.

Abigail (as well, I have never spoken to her until this evening)

Creativity: Use my creativity to reach others.

*I have decided to use my photography to create original quotes or Bibles verses to inspire others.

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Of course, I had to give them a word which consisted of  stability to Karen, grace to Mathew and Karen.

I had a vision of a tunnel with a light for Calandra. She must move forward. I had given her a word earlier which was "healer". She wants to be a psychologist but her work and her children keep her for finishing her degree.

but the light was at the front and you can't see the inside.

My letter to her: 

Hello Coco.

You have been on  my mind all last night. Your confession had touched me so much that I had to Thank God for his message but I kept thinking about my vision. 

In my own comfort, I had a clearer vision because I was so focused on the vision that  I ignored the initial message. I heard for you to “move forward into this tunnel” but I was overthinking. It was part of my initial message that I had given you about being a healer but I thought it was for other people. Karen nailed it (message to move forward in her education). It was applied to you.

I forgot to mention. I had a vision of a cross before the word “healer” then I had a vision of you.

My message to you: “You are a healer”.

My question that I had written. “Do you want to go into medicine or practice it?”

In which this means, you need to pursue your education if you said “yes”.

With Karen, it had confirmed this message but I missed the point in my vision since I was so into getting one.

 The tunnel represents you in your life. You are on this path but it is not on the road but through this tunnel. The Lord is the light. He will guide you in the darkest areas of your mind. You have to move forward. You are a healer. It is your calling.

When you can see the road, it is easy to know what is in front of you. In a tunnel, you can’t until the light shines on it. You don’t see yourself but God does.

This is my notes before I came home:

“The tunnel represents your journey. The road is above you but your circumstance is in the tunnel. Move forward into the tunnel like Karen said. The light is with you when it seems so bleak. Also, you will heal other.”

When I was drawing your picture, you are supposed move forward.

Here is a song for all that I love by Beyonce', Ave Maria and next by...

Celine Dion's version.

Home of the Orbs

I have read that orbs are messages from the Lord.

In Ezekiel, he tells the story of the living creatures (Cherubim) and the wheels (in Hebrew aka orbs) around it.

There are 8 Bibles verses that discuss Cherubim.

Genesis 3:22-24

Then the LORD God said, "Behold, the man has become like one of Us, knowing good and evil; and now, he might stretch out his hand, and take also from the tree of life, and eat, and live forever"-- therefore the LORD God sent him out from the garden of Eden, to cultivate the ground from which he was taken. So He drove the man out; and at the east of the garden of Eden He stationed the cherubim and the flaming sword which turned every direction to guard the way to the tree of life.

Ezekiel 10:9-16

Then I looked, and behold, four wheels beside the cherubim, one wheel beside each cherub; and the appearance of the wheels was like the gleam of a Tarshish stone. As for their appearance, all four of them had the same likeness, as if one wheel were within another wheel. When they moved, they went in any of their four directions without turning as they went; but they followed in the direction which they faced, without turning as they went. 

Their whole body, their backs, their hands, their wings and the wheels were full of eyes all around, the wheels belonging to all four of them. The wheels were called in my hearing, the whirling wheels. And each one had four faces. The first face was the face of a cherub, the second face was the face of a man, the third the face of a lion, and the fourth the face of an eagle. Then the cherubim rose up. They are the living beings that I saw by the river Chebar. Now when the cherubim moved, the wheels would go beside them; also when the cherubim lifted up their wings to rise from the ground, the wheels would not turn from beside them. 

2 Samuel 22:11

And He rode on a cherub and flew; And He appeared on the wings of the wind.

Psalms 18:10

He rode upon a cherub and flew; And He sped upon the wings of the wind.

Ezekiel 9:3

Then the glory of the God of Israel went up from the cherub on which it had been, to the threshold of the temple. And He called to the man clothed in linen at whose loins was the writing case.

Ezekiel 10:3-4

Now the cherubim were standing on the right side of the temple when the man entered, and the cloud filled the inner court. Then the glory of the LORD went up from the cherub to the threshold of the temple, and the temple was filled with the cloud and the court was filled with the brightness of the glory of the LORD.

Ezekiel 11:22-23

Then the cherubim lifted up their wings with the wheels beside them, and the glory of the God of Israel hovered over them. The glory of the LORD went up from the midst of the city and stood over the mountain which is east of the city.

Revelation 15:7

Then one of the four living creatures gave to the seven angels seven golden bowls full of the wrath of God, who lives forever and ever.

My curiosity grew stronger when I watched a film titled Jinn, based on the Islam Mythology. I had learned from the filmmaker it was their version of the "Cherubim" from the Bible. 

I had concluded that after learning more about the living creature. They are clearly present in my home. I have a lot photos of these orbs in my home. Here is the most recent.

I was taking photos of my home to send to an international student organization. They needed photos of my home. The sofa covers get a lot of  fuzzy stuff but these are the same I have all over in my home when I play worship music.

This was taken several day before the above photo. I didn't notice the orb up in the corner until I was putting these photo together to show my living room and family room. These are raw photos. Only altered in text and to point the orbs.

Both of the orbs have purple which in the spiritual world it means a "message from God".

One day, I was just capturing orbs in my home. But one group caught my attention. It was a "heart" like the one that my sister received.

My first time experience the miracle of orbs in my life. I was Water Baptize in March of 2015. I visited my sister for her birthday.  This is what we had discovered. 

This is the first photo that I took at my home after this amazing experience at my sisters. It just continued after that.

When I took this photo, I was taking so many photos. It was ridiculous. But I didn't know what this mean. After reviewing the photos, I noticed the "the Orb heart". It was the only one out of the many. I would like to thin of this as a BLESSING than luck.

Here is video to explain Cherubim.

 I listened to his man as well. I thought this information was insightful. 

You can find a lot more videos on this topic. Always do your research to help build your faith. But I know it is a blessing from God to show His love and protection.

My OSM 2 Sermon (April 25th, 2015)

This is my Outpouring School of Ministry Sermon. I was in the second session. This is my second sermon. I will redo the first one at home. So there will be a little more added.

God works in us in all kinds of ways.

Featuring Kari Jobe song, "I Am Not Alone"

Verses:

John 15:18-19

The World Hates the Disciples

18 “If the world hates you, keep in mind that it hated me first. 19 If you belonged to the world, it would love you as its own. As it is, you do not belong to the world, but I have chosen you out of the world. That is why the world hates you.

Matthew 19:26

26 Jesus looked at them and said, “With man this is impossible, but with God all things are possible.”

What is Your Prominent Feature :Play Buzz Quiz

I love playing these games by Play Buzz because it is fun and relaxing. Each time I play, it has been pretty much accurate. I don't know its scientific method to figure out the questions and how it calculates your answers.

I know what is my prominent feature: EYES. I have light green eyes. My eyes change colors depending on my clothes and mood.

People told me that my eyes looked green, blue, and gray considering I have my dad's eyes. My mom was born with light eyes that turned into copper brown. I do not have the same colored eyes as my siblings since we range from green-blue eyes to dark brown.

Our children are mixed with various eye colors even though they are dominantly brown eyed kids.
My son has blue eyes and my daughter has brown eyes (but the shape of her eyes stand out).

So I played the game. I got EYES.

You are a people's person and you may seem like an open book, but you have some secrets hidden behind that cool gaze. You have many friends and a unique sense of style in your looks and accessories that everyone is drawn to. You can feel awkward talking to the other gender romantically, but little do you know, your nervousness can be one of your most adorable qualities. You may be a spiritual person, or at least have your own personal philosophy. You can easily convince others to do things for you and a wide variety of people will approach you throughout your life. 

http://www.playbuzz.com/astronomydomine10/what-is-your-most-prominent-facial-feature?utm_source=twitter.com&utm_medium=smff&utm_campaign=what-is-your-most-prominent-facial-feature

So if you need to relax from a stressful day, play this game. Maybe it will tell you something about yourself. Then, look for God to help you elaborate on these strengths. He did create SCIENCE and man's ability to use it under His guidance.

Ecclesiastes Chapter 1

¹³ And I gave my heart to seek and search out by wisdom concerning all [things] that are done under heaven: this sore travail hath God given to the sons of man to be exercised therewith.

¹⁴ I have seen all the works that are done under the sun; and, behold, all [is] vanity and vexation of spirit.

¹⁵ [That which is] crooked cannot be made straight: and that which is wanting cannot be numbered.

¹⁶ I communed with mine own heart, saying, Lo, I am come to great estate, and have gotten more wisdom than all [they] that have been before me in Jerusalem: yea, my heart had great experience of wisdom and knowledge.

¹⁷ And I gave my heart to know wisdom, and to know madness and folly: I perceived that this also is vexation of spirit.

 I leave you with this song : My Eyes Are Fixed on You by Matt McCoy

Photography: Orbs

These are orbs in my sister home. This is the beginning of orbs coming into life.

You can read my blog Three Orbs: Message of Love http://thelambsservant.blogspot.com/2015/04/orb-message-of-faith.html

My sister is being blessed.

 These series of photos were taken the next day.

Family photo. The orb is across my head. It blends in.

Family photo. Orbs is near the carpet.

Orb is above my sister's head.

It is some where here.

Orbs are attacking my mom.

More photos are coming of orbs at my home. My home isn't so fancy.

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