Personal-Spiritual Healthy Development

I feel so blessed that we have videos to express ourselves. There are days I just want to talk instead of writing. I have so much running in my brain that I forget half of it because I do not feel like writing.

I created this video before I left for my Holy Spirit class at church. It was extremely awesome. Read below what has been spoken to me.

1 Corinthians 12:9-11

9 to another faith [a]by the same Spirit, and to another gifts of [b]healing [c]by the one Spirit, 10 and to another the [d]effecting of [e]miracles, and to another prophecy, and to another the [f]distinguishing of spirits, to another various kinds of tongues, and to another the interpretation of tongues. 11 But one and the same Spirit works all these things, distributing to each one individually just as He wills.

I had received this message: (these people do not know what you are going through. You may know them but it does not mean the person understands your present struggle or desires)

Calandra

Balance (Word) :God will give me balance.

*I have been seeking balance in my life between my work, family, church and writing/photography/creating videos. On top of it, I want to work on my business. I feel like one part of my life is weighing onto me physically, mentally, and emotionally.

Mathew

Chisel (Word/Vision): God sees me chiseling on people and shaping them  to find the word of God.

*I am working on blogs and videos to inspire others to seek knowledge. I am trying to bring light into people's life. Although I am far from perfect, but we are on the same journey. Mine is on a spiritual journey to be enlightened and helping others find it as well.

Sailboat (Word/Vision): He sees me in this small sailboat in a storm. The waves are high and rough but  I am sailing smoothly. Basically, there will be turbulence in my life with non-believers (haters) but I will sail through the craziness with ease.

Karen (this is our first time meeting and talking)

Thinking/Meditate (Words) : God told me to continue thinking to seek his word and meditate.

*I have been meditating to seek a word as our church told us to practice this gift. But for months, I have been overthinking to seek answers and meaning through the Bible like I had a vision of a Buffalo, I search for the meaning. I was going to stop overthinking about every thing. Meditating is not easy because when I relax, I want to fall asleep. But I have to write down what I hear or see.

Revelation 3:6

He who has an ear, let him hear what the Spirit says to the churches.

Abigail (as well, I have never spoken to her until this evening)

Creativity: Use my creativity to reach others.

*I have decided to use my photography to create original quotes or Bibles verses to inspire others.

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Of course, I had to give them a word which consisted of  stability to Karen, grace to Mathew and Karen.

I had a vision of a tunnel with a light for Calandra. She must move forward. I had given her a word earlier which was "healer". She wants to be a psychologist but her work and her children keep her for finishing her degree.

but the light was at the front and you can't see the inside.

My letter to her: 

Hello Coco.

You have been on  my mind all last night. Your confession had touched me so much that I had to Thank God for his message but I kept thinking about my vision. 

In my own comfort, I had a clearer vision because I was so focused on the vision that  I ignored the initial message. I heard for you to “move forward into this tunnel” but I was overthinking. It was part of my initial message that I had given you about being a healer but I thought it was for other people. Karen nailed it (message to move forward in her education). It was applied to you.

I forgot to mention. I had a vision of a cross before the word “healer” then I had a vision of you.

My message to you: “You are a healer”.

My question that I had written. “Do you want to go into medicine or practice it?”

In which this means, you need to pursue your education if you said “yes”.

With Karen, it had confirmed this message but I missed the point in my vision since I was so into getting one.

 The tunnel represents you in your life. You are on this path but it is not on the road but through this tunnel. The Lord is the light. He will guide you in the darkest areas of your mind. You have to move forward. You are a healer. It is your calling.

When you can see the road, it is easy to know what is in front of you. In a tunnel, you can’t until the light shines on it. You don’t see yourself but God does.

This is my notes before I came home:

“The tunnel represents your journey. The road is above you but your circumstance is in the tunnel. Move forward into the tunnel like Karen said. The light is with you when it seems so bleak. Also, you will heal other.”

When I was drawing your picture, you are supposed move forward.

Here is a song for all that I love by Beyonce', Ave Maria and next by...

Celine Dion's version.

THREE ORBS : MESSAGE OF LOVE

Ezekiel was a prophet in the Old Testament. His name means "May God Strengthen Him". This could be the reason why God had given him this wisdom for all people to experience today. However, if you don't study the Bible, you will never understand the message. Or, you will not know if you had experience the message of faith.

He had a vision and written:

Ezekiel’s Inaugural Vision https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Ezekiel%201

1 In my thirtieth year, in the fourth month on the fifth day, while I was among the exiles by the Kebar River, the heavens were opened and I saw visions of God.

² On the fifth of the month—it was the fifth year of the exile of King Jehoiachin— ³ the word of the Lord came to Ezekiel the priest, the son of Buzi, by the Kebar River in the land of the Babylonians.^[a] There the hand of the Lord was on him.
⁴ I looked, and I saw a windstorm coming out of the north—an immense cloud with flashing lightning and surrounded by brilliant light. The center of the fire looked like glowing metal, ⁵ and in the fire was what looked like four living creatures. In appearance their form was human, ⁶ but each of them had four faces and four wings. ⁷ Their legs were straight; their feet were like those of a calf and gleamed like burnished bronze. ⁸ Under their wings on their four sides they had human hands. All four of them had faces and wings, ⁹ and the wings of one touched the wings of another. Each one went straight ahead; they did not turn as they moved.
¹⁰ Their faces looked like this: Each of the four had the face of a human being, and on the right side each had the face of a lion, and on the left the face of an ox; each also had the face of an eagle. ¹¹ Such were their faces. They each had two wings spreading out upward, each wing touching that of the creature on either side; and each had two other wings covering its body. ¹² Each one went straight ahead. Wherever the spirit would go, they would go, without turning as they went. ¹³ The appearance of the living creatures was like burning coals of fire or like torches. Fire moved back and forth among the creatures; it was bright, and lightning flashed out of it. ¹⁴ The creatures sped back and forth like flashes of lightning.
¹⁵ As I looked at the living creatures, I saw a wheel on the ground beside each creature with its four faces. ¹⁶ This was the appearance and structure of the wheels: They sparkled like topaz, and all four looked alike. Each appeared to be made like a wheel intersecting a wheel. ¹⁷ As they moved, they would go in any one of the four directions the creatures faced; the wheels did not change direction as the creatures went. ¹⁸ Their rims were high and awesome, and all four rims were full of eyes all around.
¹⁹ When the living creatures moved, the wheels beside them moved; and when the living creatures rose from the ground, the wheels also rose. ²⁰ Wherever the spirit would go, they would go, and the wheels would rise along with them, because the spirit of the living creatures was in the wheels. ²¹ When the creatures moved, they also moved; when the creatures stood still, they also stood still; and when the creatures rose from the ground, the wheels rose along with them, because the spirit of the living creatures was in the wheels.
²² Spread out above the heads of the living creatures was what looked something like a vault, sparkling like crystal, and awesome. ²³ Under the vault their wings were stretched out one toward the other, and each had two wings covering its body. ²⁴ When the creatures moved, I heard the sound of their wings, like the roar of rushing waters, like the voice of the Almighty,^[b] like the tumult of an army. When they stood still, they lowered their wings.
²⁵ Then there came a voice from above the vault over their heads as they stood with lowered wings. ²⁶ Above the vault over their heads was what looked like a throne of lapis lazuli, and high above on the throne was a figure like that of a man. ²⁷ I saw that from what appeared to be his waist up he looked like glowing metal, as if full of fire, and that from there down he looked like fire; and brilliant light surrounded him. ²⁸ Like the appearance of a rainbow in the clouds on a rainy day, so was the radiance around him.

This was the appearance of the likeness of the glory of the Lord. When I saw it, I fell facedown, and I heard the voice of one speaking.

On April 25th, I went to church to do my sermon. The title was "You Are Not Alone" accompanied with "I Am Not Alone" praise song by Kari Jobe. My sermon was in my church, City Church for All Nations. There were 7 people giving a message. Later, we drove to my sister's home in Kentucky to celebrate her 40th birthday.

After arriving, I put all my belongings in the bedroom that my son and I share when we visit. Soon after, I started experiencing pain on the surface of my head. It was not a headache or a migraine. My sister asked if I needed some medicine. I took some pills for the pain and ate some sweet tarts for the sugar. I mostly prayed for healing. After praying, the pain was being released. I felt that I would not be able to celebrate my sister's birthday.

After an hour, I felt well and ready to go. So we decided to take photos with my sophisticated digital snap camera. Photography is my love and hobby. At 6:45 PM, I decided to take a photo of my sister and my mom. I thought how I wished Mama Vivian was here but she had left for heaven several years ago. 

I looked at the photo and saw this flashlight  blob on the my sister's neck (at least I thought). It looked like a pretty scarf. Of course, I took it again. I couldn't get the boys out-of- the-frame. During the photo shoot, I see spots and thinking my camera lens is dirty. But it wasn't showing spots on all of the photos. 

The next day, my sister wanted to see the photos. And this is what we saw on the first shot.

She said, "It is a shape of a heart."

I said, "We have a orb". We didn't realize that we captured many more.  And the "heart" actually has three orbs to create this shape. Look for more photos on the next blog.

The next day on my sister's birthday, we went to visit Lakeside Christian Church. We met the pastor since he is usually on video for the smaller campus. This was my third visit to the church. We took a photo. And he has an orb on his chest near his heart. We discovered this later as well.

Here is what I have been sharing with friends and family.

Through my research I had discovered that "wheel" is translated in Hebrews

גַלגַל

pulley, wheel, cycle, hoop, orb, helm  .

http://biblehub.com/commentaries/jfb/ezekiel/1.htm What do you think? I have taken millions of photos. I have never experienced this. If I was outside, I would have dismissed it or be like "more  proof". But the three Orbs creating a heart caught our attention to examine this spiritual message. We call the heart "Vivian Kisses" because  I was thinking that I wanted Vivian to be there. After my sister saw it, her thoughts were to her mother-in-law. She loved my sister and our family so much that we called her Mama Vivian. My son called her grandma. That is how deep our love was for her. RIP in Peace. WE LOVE YOU MAMA VIVIAN. We leave you with my Uncle's gospel song, Sherman Doyle (RIP). We love you!

Break Your Chains

There is power in the name of Jesus...break every chain...break every chain....

Tasha Cobbs "Break Every Chain"

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-pD2zIuiC2g

Photographer Unknown

Isaiah 40 : 8

Allow God's word become your JOY and PEACE. He will restore  you. He will renew you. He will rebuild you. And in his salvation, you will never die because we have Christ in us every day. And his word is forever like this bridge that I called the FOREVER BRIDGE.

"The grass withers, the flowers fades. But the word of our God stands forever". Isaiah 40:8 NKJV

PUNISHMENT

God is a loving and compassionate God.  He sent the Holy Spirit to guide us and enable us with the power to feel the love within ourselves as well as the love that surrounds us.  We experience His Love and Power in different ways, but when we are in our deepest and darkest days or hours, we may not see it or believe that It is near, but it is.  Because of the darkness we may be blind to how the Holy Spirit is manifesting Itself in our lives, or maybe we just refuse to see it.

If we take the Holy Spirit’s Love and apply it to our lives daily, seconds by seconds, minute by minute, hour by hour, day by day, month by month, year by year…we will see a change in our lives.

FOLLOW ME AND I WILL SET YOU FREE.

In the United States of America, most Americans are familiar with Dr. Martin Luther King, Junior. Even if you have never heard his speech or lived during the fifties or sixties, his voice is familiar and most people recognize his cry for peace and equality. The iconic words of Dr. King that are most recognized is his spiritual outcry for equality and peace are, “Free at last, free at last, my Lord, I am free at last.”

Dr. King has always been a Christian and based on his remarkable quotes he was a Trinity Christian follower. (http://www.brainyquote.com/quotes/authors/m/martin_luther_king_jr.html .

He spoke through the scriptures as his motivation to free all people, and to fight against racism, discrimination and oppression. Jesus, the Son of God, was his motivator and inspiration in his journey to fight for freedom, as many black leaders before him have done since the time of slavery.

Dr. King left a legacy that most likely made his heavenly father proud, when he planted the seeds of faith and love on Earth. He shared the true words of God and brought hope to all of God’s people. Though he did no harm to anyone, his enemies, who were blinded by fear and hatred, assassinated him.

When I was a youth I believed that Christianity was a White man’s religion. Why not?  As was portrayed in the movies and churches, it was a White man who crucified a White man named Jesus. I could not understand why Black people wanted to be Christians, where their Jesus is White, rather than some other religion. Why should not I be the other?

Christianity is not a White man’s religion. It is not a religion. It is a faith in the Trinity.  To be a Christian means that you are a follower of Christ. It is following the teaching of one perfect man, Jesus, Son of Man.

 

Dr. King wasn’t just talking about the physical freedom of citizens of this country but the spiritual freedom of loving all people whether they are rich, poor, black, white, Jewish, Muslim, French, British, And Kenyan, etc.

Even if you are not a Christian, you can still follow Jesus’ teachings to be free. It can make a difference in your life if you choose to practice the teachings of the Bible. We are not perfect, so we will fail. But we learn from our failures and thus are able to relate to others' struggles. If the perfect man can accept our failures as imperfect as we are, then we should be willing to accept others failures as imperfect as they might be.

If history is any indicator, we will always be punished by man for being a Christian.  We are not supposed side with evil by being discriminatory, racist, political hate-baiting, causing pain to others, being neglectful parents, etc…these are sins that will be forgiven if we ask of the Holy Father, God for forgiveness.  It is His promise to us.  If we are led by the LIGHT, then our punishment will diminish and we will become ONE under ONE FAITH and ONE LOVE. History has been known to repeat itself and Christians –By-Name, will lose favor if they do not change.